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Aug. 15th, 2007 | 11:14 pm
Number of calories: over a 1000...
Number of calories purged: Unknown.
Number of pills: 27 tyneol, 38 midol, and 87 asprin
Number of gashes: 156
Number of tears: too many to count.
Why does he always hurt me?
I didn't do anything!
I didn't do anything this time!
I was in my room, I was in my safe zone!
He wasn't supposed to know!
I didn't mean to do it so loudly!!
I purged in a bag in my room.
The music loud so they couldn't here my gags.
Than I cut my arms and legs,
and when my dad came in (he nearly broke the door down)
he got made when he saw my arms bleeding,
and than he saw the bag where I purged.
I didn't mean to do it so loudly!
HE WASN'T SUPPOSED TO FIND OUT!
I SAID I WAS SORRY!!
I REALLY AM SORRY!!
Number of calories purged: Unknown.
Number of pills: 27 tyneol, 38 midol, and 87 asprin
Number of gashes: 156
Number of tears: too many to count.
Why does he always hurt me?
I didn't do anything!
I didn't do anything this time!
I was in my room, I was in my safe zone!
He wasn't supposed to know!
I didn't mean to do it so loudly!!
I purged in a bag in my room.
The music loud so they couldn't here my gags.
Than I cut my arms and legs,
and when my dad came in (he nearly broke the door down)
he got made when he saw my arms bleeding,
and than he saw the bag where I purged.
I didn't mean to do it so loudly!
HE WASN'T SUPPOSED TO FIND OUT!
I SAID I WAS SORRY!!
I REALLY AM SORRY!!
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Aug. 3rd, 2007 | 05:34 am
From now on all my journals are going to be friends only.
Only because I've been getting really mean comments from people IN pro anorexia that think I only do things for attention. Sorr you feel that way. =/
But if you cannot see any of my earlier (or later) posts please leave a comment here saying why you want to view them and I'll add you as a friend. :]
I'm not trying to be mean to anyone. I'm just sick and tired of people leaving nasty comments on my profile.
Love all my darlings from pro anorexia.
And I will talk to you on there. :]
Only because I've been getting really mean comments from people IN pro anorexia that think I only do things for attention. Sorr you feel that way. =/
But if you cannot see any of my earlier (or later) posts please leave a comment here saying why you want to view them and I'll add you as a friend. :]
I'm not trying to be mean to anyone. I'm just sick and tired of people leaving nasty comments on my profile.
Love all my darlings from pro anorexia.
And I will talk to you on there. :]